February 2012
G.D.G.F.Y. →
WatchIS THIS THE REAL LIFE!?
Goals for while I'm in Niceville:
Actually finish writing stuff (movie script, comics)
Finish the xBCx album
Save money
Learn to drive
January 2012
I'm starting to question my decision to move.
I really don’t want to lose this girl. :s
Countdown
One month one week and five days until I quit my job
One month and three weeks until I’m off probation
One month three weeks and 4 days until my going away show
One month three weeks and 5 days until I’m in Niceville.
My perfect girl will love
Enter Shikari
La Dispute
Brand New
Fall Out Boy
Showbread
Manchester Orchestra
Bad Religion
Death Cab For Cutie
blink-182 (before they sucked)
Trophy Scars
Taking Back Sunday
LOCAL MUSIC
1 month and 20 days til I quit my job
2 months til I’m off probation
2 months and 6 days until I’m in Niceville
Reblog if your tits are real
Tigers Jaw // Moshi Moshi (Brand New cover)
December 2011
My Brother: The Ocean
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I’ve got a lot of hate that I need to explain
A lot of things that I need to let go of
It’s hard to forgive you for this pain
But I swear eventually I’ll learn to
No matter how much I want to say that this is killing me
The simple truth is that it’s not.
Many things can break a man’s bones
A grudge has never led to rot.
November 2011
My wishes remain the same.
October 2011
astahelders asked: Hey man, I am Mattie too. Just sayin', haha, don't reply.
Anonymous asked: are things looking up for you
Tonight after work
I don’t want to stay home alone. I want to put on a jacket and just walk until I find a swing set, Listen to “Right Away, Great Captain”, and have a good cry or whatever it is I’d end up doing. I feel like I’d cry.
I probably won’t do it though because I have to work again in the morning and I don’t want to forfeit my sleep for sitting alone and mulling...
You will always mean more to me than you will ever...
No words that I know can even describe it.
A lot of times you make me feel like I’ve lost my shot at being happy. I guess it’s my own fault for being such a fuck up. God damn my head is a mess, but it’s slowly making it’s way back to where it was in ‘09. I don’t give a fuck what the obstacles are, I’m not gonna stop trying to obtain happiness.